percubaan maut...

dah seminggu dok spital..hebat jugak spital deme nih..free lak tuh..treatment semua menarik n makan best tapi sbb menda yang teman suffer ni agak2 bahaya..so teman hanya dikasi soft diet ajer..so makan ala2 lembut2 manja gitu..hahahahhaha...banyak dgt nak tulis..tapi cukuplah dikatakan..i've learned my lesson n will appreciate me more than before..akan sayang diri sendiri lebih dr menda lain...sebab apa pun jadik kat kita takkan ada satu orang pun yang boleh mengappreciate kita..hanya kita dan dirikita...in other words..i'll try to limit myself dr lovesumone endlessly like i had now..memang nmpk teruk tapi lepas apa yang jadi..the way he treated me and without and inch feel guilt...after all the drama n pain hes till like HIM..so..guess sumthing certainppl will never change and will never want to change so why bother..i'll leave the rest to God..
Dear God,

Thanks for another life you had given me..will treasure it as much as i can...love mak,the gurls, wanana,the 2 big boys and the 2 grown up boys...i leave my best life for them...yeay....wacky2 its morning