mak buyung

Going to be big mak buyung..am only in my 5 weeks...excitednya but so sad when my significance others didnt help at all..pinggan sebiji pun i kena basuh after dia just goyang telor kat umah..am damn sad and so sad..i hate to rewind things..but thats happening now...why am stuck here..and what shud i do...how to teach this man..that he has to help me out with house chores and has to be understanding and give and take...please God..send sumone to talk to him