me ni ada je mcm2 nak tulis. sbb hari ni kahmis..mood nak keje semua dah mati ..dalam ekpala nak layan you tube n nak download moviw2 yang best2 aje balik krg...lagipun me dah lama tak jogging..ptg ni nak pegi jogging..nak tgk boleh ke me jog mcm biasa after almost 3 weeks me tak jogging..kononya nak jaga tak nak hentak2 perut sgt manalah tau kot pregnant kan..biasalah the lease u expect it then u got it..eh nak ceta pasal big sister sebenarnya..
the fact adik2 me takde sorang pun boleh bergantung kat me n semua org mesti ke kakak..n kakak me selalu cakap dia penat jadi chearleader untuk semua org tapi takde sapa nak cheerleader kan dia..yealah mana me nak lupa masa me fall like hell kat liverpool..nangis hari2 sbb what i got is not like what i plan..dialah yang dok caro me hari2..sekali tetiba me balik malaysia dalam keadaan gaduh sakan sbb dia tak suka the reason me nak balik malaysia..
on 19 birthday adik n abang.. n abang complaint sebab kakak tak call dia from uk..n at this moment kakak ada conference kat paris..siap ada presentation lagik..so ara sound kat facebook..kakak tak call..n kakak cakaplah phone takleh call sbb kwsn kampung giler nanti try skype..n kakak tambah..am only a person..to divide my body into pieces sumtimes its impossible..yes i do understand..kalau nak pk banyak sgt menda yang kakak dah buat n akan buat..n the sacrifices..My God...me hanya boleh doa..kakak, baya, arief n iman..will have the very best in their life.. i cant explain in words the sacrifices she had made...thats why God grant her with the best life ever...
just kdg2 she being overprotective..but of course she cant help it..after what arwah did to our mum..dia rasa all he responsibility had falled to her shoulder..beside mak selalu ngadu semua menda kat dia..n mak become bitter day by day..lagiklah buat dia rasa..we cant turn to mak nowadays...so all we have in only HER...cuma sampai hari ni..the two bro in laws not really play their part as big bro..how we miss sumone who can be the real leader in our family..I had missed one guy..anyway..history is a history..
things happen for a reason..buried that in ur mind..
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