My Syembam dah setahun pun..after many months i didnt burst out my feeling.Main reason of course I have My bestfren and sisters around me..so tak yah buang2 masa nak type kat sini..bising2 je kat dorang.and also mr hubby is getting better day by day.even still liat nak bg cash kat tgn but at least he provide everything that I needed.biarlah kalo tgk gaya dia sediakan menda2 yang I nee rupa mcm tak ikhlas..its between dia dan God...cuma bab2 keimanan nie..still beyond n sayup2 nak nampaknya...ais..hari2 doa saya tak henti2 semoga Allah buka hatinya dan lembutkan hati untuk menyembahMU ya ALLAH..